I have everything ready. I've had it ready since a week after he left.
He sent documents, but they failed to arrive. He did not and has not kept me updated, or even mentioned anything about it. It took him months to get his documents together. I had mine together in a few days. The only thing that took long was my passport application. I have been thinking he's not invested in this like I am. And my family agrees. I've been on thin strings here lately, but as the past four years of my life has been rough, I have grown accustomed to such tribulations. I can sense my dream of moving to the UK fading. It doesn't help that I'm afraid this will all be in vain...that the visa will be rejected. So four months of stress, loneliness, and frustration...for what? Nothing. I suppose I'm going to have to accept the fact that I'm succumbed to a lifetime of unhappiness. But it is alright. As I said, I am accustomed to it.
Do not fret, I am fine. Just needed to get this out there.
He sent documents, but they failed to arrive. He did not and has not kept me updated, or even mentioned anything about it. It took him months to get his documents together. I had mine together in a few days. The only thing that took long was my passport application. I have been thinking he's not invested in this like I am. And my family agrees. I've been on thin strings here lately, but as the past four years of my life has been rough, I have grown accustomed to such tribulations. I can sense my dream of moving to the UK fading. It doesn't help that I'm afraid this will all be in vain...that the visa will be rejected. So four months of stress, loneliness, and frustration...for what? Nothing. I suppose I'm going to have to accept the fact that I'm succumbed to a lifetime of unhappiness. But it is alright. As I said, I am accustomed to it.
Do not fret, I am fine. Just needed to get this out there.
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