We are back at this stage of uncertainty again. Only this time I feel like it’s worse, despite having my husband here. When I was waiting for spouse visa, I at least had a place to fall back on if it got refused. Now, I risk losing my home and my job, ON TOP of being forcibly separated from my husband. My BRP expires two weeks from today; my work’s head office is eager to remind me via emails. And the thing is, I have no way of proving that I’ll get a grace period. I can’t use Section 3C of The Immigration Act, because that doesn’t explicitly say anything about work. I don’t have any way in which I can prove to them that I’m okay to keep working. But even if I did, what if the application is refused? My work will get in a lot of trouble. I’m wondering if quitting for the time being will be safer. But I don’t know if I can afford that...
On top of this, I got a call about a month or two ago from my letting agency about my immigration status as well. So, my living situation might become compromised as well. As a result of that, my husband may be forced to move out too.
So, let’s put this scenario here: in two weeks time, I’ll have lost my job and my house. Not too long after that, I’ll get a letter saying my visa was refused. I’ll be forced to go back to America.
I feel like my life is on the verge of collapse as a result of this. I don’t know what to do. I’m scared of making long term plans for anything, in the event that I get deported. I’ll have to go back to America and I will have lost everything. My home, my job, my husband. I’ll be back to square one. I just...I don’t know what to do. This uncertainty, this dread, this possibility...it really hurts.
My husband is a lot more positive about this. But I worry that if I give an inch of confidence or optimism, I’ll become complacent. I can’t afford to NOT be on my guard.
I just don’t know what to do. 😖I feel like this is all a bad omen. Should I just get the suitcase out and start packing for home? 😢
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